The Magick Is Within

I plunged into baptisms hoping angels would fly in and I would see it

I looked for it by walking over hot coals praying for a fiery rebirth

I tried to find it by hanging from an ayahuasca vine.

Maybe another plant has it… sure, let’s try them all…

I searched for it in ashrams and bowed thousands of times waiting for it to appear

I thought maybe it’s in another, so I gave my power away as if it were Halloween candy

Or maybe it’s in another country or culture, so like an easter egg hunt I went hopping all over the world

Maybe it’s in the next breathwork/healing/energy technique?

A little voice told me it was within me, so I tried to make the voice louder with endless cleanses… if I get rid of the last parasite, surely it will appear?

I chanted, cast spells, ritualised it all … this was just creating endless karmic contracts

I negotiated with spirits and nearly gave my Soul away out of ignorance. This tired pilgrim just didn’t know where else it could be….

The cosmic joke is that it has been within my Soul all along… all I had to do was connect and be willing to peel the layers of trauma with endless love and compassion, like the petals of a rose softly landing on earth

My inner child held the key

My heart opened to embrace all the parts – the good, the bad and the ugly

I took responsibility and finally breathed out deeply

Peace reigned supreme

It’s all within

No shiny “light” out there can replace the light within.

I train people in spirit work but I am most interested in participants finding empowerment via learning discernment, reclaiming their sovereignty, becoming Soul connected and aligning with their lineages. 

This is where the true magick is.